Boboy and I are facing the biggest challenges in our lives right now...
I am about to embark on a new job that will be paying me less of what I am receiving for the next six months...
It's the lean season for his business...
Credit card bills are piling up...
I have to pay up a training contract... a Salary Loan balance...
We're going to have a baby in three months...


I don't know what to do...
What to think...
Was this a wrong decision after all?...
I don't know...
Is this a test?...
Maybe...


I'm scared about the future...
What lies ahead for us...
It seems that I could not find light up ahead...
The bright streetlights that I used to see are slowly dimming as the days go by...


Lord, only you can help us now...
You are real, no matter what I feel...
Please do not forsake us...
Amen.